Had a terrible month.

No wallet
No iPod
No window
No car
No boyfriend
No money
No marks good enough for the course I want

I just want to hide until everything is okay again.
Hide and never come out.

Obviously no matter what I've done it's never been good enough for you in your eyes.
It's come to the time where I've decided I deserve someone who makes me happy. All the time.
Not just when it suits them.
Even if having to do this has killed me.
I've never done anything for me in this whole so-called relationship.
I've always been the one who gets walked all over and intimidated.
And I've known all along that you've never really needed me for anything more than what you felt like at the time.
And as I sit here typing this I'm crying because it never should have had to come to this.
But look at us now.